Fallen Soul

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This album is HalusaTwin's Vocal Alias JetBlack. A variety of 80's styled Electro Synth Pop genre music.
Inspired by the styles of David Bowie, Spandau Ballet, Depeche Mode and other Electronic artist's.

Featuring some renditions of popular songs.

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released January 19, 2016

JetBlack (Jakk Chambers)
Nature's Trick
David Bowie
VNV Nation
The Cure
Depeche Mode

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HalusaTwin Milton Keynes, UK

Hi, My name is Jakk Collins, AKA HalusaTwin, Xel, HalTechre and JetBlack. I am an experimental Electronic musician who loves to try new things, create music in various different styles and meet that next challenge.

Genre(s): Trance, Techno, Warp, EDM, IDM, Classical, Chill-out, Mellowed-Trance, Psy-Trance, Ambient-Trance, Darkwave, Industrial, Psy-Dub, SoundTrack, Hard Style and Cyber Punk.
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Track Name: GNH
I lay awake at night, I hold my hands real tight,
and talk to god, but will he hear my call, or is it all for nothing,
I don't know?
I slip into a dream, i'll never see the light of day again, and will this be the end,
or is this really the dream, I don't know.

But will it fade?
I hope it fades!

A thousand days go by and nothing seems same as it was before,
Am I going insane? I'm losing sight of what is real and pure,
This world is empty, streches out for miles, Am I alone,
My mind is tangled by these twisted thoughts, I've lost my way back home,

But will it fade?
I hope it fades!

I'm shouting out, I'm calling out, I'm screaming out at the top of my lungs,
But no ones there, I feel real scared, i'm terrified, with whats out there,
Track Name: Denmark
DENMARK

V1
I stand here waiting for a train, that will never come,
I'm going nowhere but my journey, has begun.
As time goes by it strips away, my soul,
But I can't let this feeling, take control,

Chorus
I'm going nowhere,
Just going nowhere...

V2
I'll make it through the cotton fields, of my mind,
I'm standing here all alone, left behind,
This room is getting dark in here, what's this feeling?
I'm losing my grip on reality, to my fears.

Chorus
I'm going nowhere,
Just going nowhere,
I'm going nowhere,
Just going nowhere.

Bridge
Inside,
You'll take it away,
Inside,
You'll take it away,
what's inside,
You'll take it away,
whats inside,
You'll take it away,
I wished my heart away,
The dream was dead any way X4
Track Name: Enjoy (7H3 S1L3NC3)
Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Can't you understand
Oh my little girl

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Enjoy the silence
Track Name: Peace Of Mind
Hopes and dreams, our chance to fly,
peace and serenity, is here inside our minds,
open your heart, we're pure deep inside,
let go of your fear, for peace of mind,

Take this chance, and make it last, this is the time, for peace of mind,
so take this chance, and make it last, this is the time, for peace of mind.

For Peace of mind...

So take this moment, we're here to live our lives,
We pray for good fortune, we're glad to be alive,
just look into the sky, you've done all you can,
Be happy that you helped, ,

Take this chance, and make it last, this is the time, for peace of mind,
so take this chance, and make it last, this is the time, for peace of mind.

Take this chance, and make it last, this is the time, for peace of mind,
so take this chance, and make it last, this is the time, for peace of mind.

For Peace of mind...
Track Name: Reality
An open mind, can believe in fate,
Our lives are written, two chapters too late,
We never found the time to take,
But by the time, we've made our mistake,
We shared our hearts, and dreams delayed,
Without a thought, for the game we played,
The time has come for fate to show,
The time has come, don't let me go

Behind the door of hidden lies,
I hear a whipser call to me,
Love and hatred deep inside me,
give in to reality,
Our lives will end as they begin,
I know your far away from me,
Pain and sorrow, deep inside me,
destroy my soul killing me,

A light above calls you back home,
To leave me here, all alone,
I remember a time when life,
blessed me with you, for a second time,
I took my chance, and I fell straight in,
I lost my soul and my hearts breaking,
But now reality's come home,
The light has gone and I'm all alone.

Behind the door of hidden lies,
I hear a whipser call to me,
Love and hatred deep inside me,
give in to reality,
Our lives will end as they begin,
I know your far away from me,
Pain and sorrow, deep inside me,
decay my soul killing me,
Track Name: Question's For God
Its a crime you let it happen to me,
never mind I'll let it happen to you,
i dont mind forget it, theres nothing to lose,
but my mind and all the things I wanted,

every time I get I throw it away,
its a sign i get it i want to stay,
by the time I lose im not afraid,
of looking at you truely faking,

how can I believe when you turn your back on me,
your the part of me that I dont want to be.

forget it, forget it, forget it, forget it, forget it, forget it, forget it, forget it,
forget it, forget it, forget it, forget it, forget it, forget it, forget it,

Theres a place I see you follow me,
just a taste of all that might come to be,
im alone but only breath you can breathe,
to question every answer coming,

Just fade away please let me stay,
im caught in your wake,
Just fade away please let me stay,
i'm calling your name.

its a crime you let it happen to me,
I dont mind, i love it easy to please,
never mind, forget it just memories,
on a page inside a spiral note book,

I can live forever here
just fade away please let me stay,
im caught in your wake,
I can live forever here
just fade away please let me stay,
im calling your name,
I can live forever here
how can I believe when you turn your back on me,
your the part of me that I dont want to be.
I can live forever here.
Track Name: Hollow Heart
As I look up to the sky,
I see angel's fall and cry,
For their sins they fall to Earth,
For our pain we crawl through dirt,

And our wings will never spread,
for our hearts now - are always dead,
And we'll hang our heads in shame,
and walk the path - without a name.

Taking voices, hiding faces,
Stealing my soul, Burn my eyes,
Pulling cables, Burning angels,
Tearing pages, from my life,

Long ago when I fell here,
Remembering the voice I hear,
Calling down from grace above,
A final cry and call of love,

Why was I sent to this place,
I did no wrong, but love someone
The battle that I faught for you,
Betrayed everything that was true

Taking voices, hiding faces,
Stealing my soul, Burn my eyes,
Pulling cables, Burning angels,
Tearing pages, from my life,

As I stand in pouring rain,
I see her light, it causes pain,
And how I long to fly back home,
I stand here, bound, and all alone.

Please forgive me Gabriel,
I never meant - to hurt you so,
I banished evil from my heart,
but I am lost, within the dark.

Taking voices, hiding faces,
Stealing my soul, Burn my eyes,
Pulling cables, Burning angels,
Tearing pages, from my life,
Filling my head, full of nightmares,
Pulling my soul, rips and tears,
Sending away, please let me stay,
taking away, my hollow heart.
Track Name: Illusion
I know it's hard to tell, how mixed up you feel
Hoping what you need, is behind every door
Each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change
Because everyone has hopes, you're human after all
The feeling sometimes, wishing you were someone else
Feeling as though, you never belong
This feeling is not sadness, this feeling is not joy
I truly understand, Please, don't cry now

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you

Being like you are
Well this is something else, who would comprehend?
But some say that they do, they claim that
Divine purpose blesses them
That's not what I believe, it doesn't matter anyway
A part of your soul, ties you to the next world
Or maybe to the last, I'm still not sure
What I do know is, to use the world is different
As we are to the world but, I guess you would know that
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you
Track Name: Nothing Can Be Explained
Lost on the way, no one to blame, no one to save,
nothing to do with the way everything's changed

Lost I feel a little like, a child who's lost, a little like,
everything's changed a lot, I didn't like all of the pain,

Lost, confused, a lot of it, is hard to take, and cause of it,
everything's changed I thought I'd make it through the pain

Everything's changed

Given the chance I would happily dance on the grave of the one
who shows no remorse

Lost I feel a little like, a child who's lost, a little like,
everything's changed a lot, I didn't like all of the pain,
everything's changed
I'm confused, a lot of it, is hard to take, and cause of it,
everything's changed I thought I'd make it through the pain
everything's changed

Nothing is plain
Nothing can be explained, Nothing can be explained, nothing explained

Nothing is plain
Nothing can be explained, Nothing can be explained, nothing explained

Given the chance I would happily dance on the grave of the one
who shows no remorse

Given the chance I would happily dance on the grave of the one
who shows no remorse

Lost on the way, no one to blame, no one to save,
nothing to do with the way everything's changed

Lost on the way, no one to blame, no one to save,
nothing to do with the way everything's changed
Track Name: Twilight
The last thing on my mind before I was blessed with this curse,
Was the thought of you walking away out of sight,
I lost my chance to take it back and make it right,
as lies began to hurt, my eyes were burning bright.

I'll never be the same, and i'll never dream again
In the shadows -- i'm trapped In this twilight
You'll never see my face, and I'll never feel your grace,
My hearts dead, i'm burning in daylight

A gasp for death, I lost my self within this ghostly form,
My blood ran cold, my breath was stalled, i felt you very close,
I froze like ice, i thought i'd died, beneath the bright moon light,
I saw your face, heard your voice, as you vanished from my eyes.

I'll never be the same, and i'll never dream again
In the shadows -- i'm trapped In this twilight
You'll never see my face, and I'll never feel your grace,
My hearts dead, i'm burning in daylight

And I know now, theres no turning back,
The memory of you fades to black,
I know you, I lost you,
This lost love, between us...

I'll never be the same -- and i'll never Dream again
I'll never see the day -- and you'll never feel the same,

I'll never be the same, and i'll never dream again
In the shadows -- i'm trapped In this twilight
You'll never see my face, and I'll never feel your grace,
My hearts dead, i'm burning in daylight

I'll never be the same
i'm trapped In this twilight
and i'll never dream again
i'm trapped In this twilight
I'll never see the day
i'm trapped In this twilight
and you'll never feel the same,
i'm trapped In this twilight
Track Name: Live Again (niagA eviL)
This story ends where it begins,
An angel dies for all her sins,
She feel to earth from heavens high,
The black winged angel starts to cry,

Jetblack tears burning from his eyes,
His hollow heart is dead inside,
the final beat of his black heart,
hopes where life ends is where it starts.

I'll live again, and I'll never give in,
I'll find my wings, and we'll be together, forever.

Now reborn again from flame,
The angels soul shall live again,
But she'll never know his name,
and their love is not the same,

Without a breath for wasted time,
She never knew her love was crime,
The love forsaken that they held,
Betrayed their hearts, their souls they failed.

I'll live again, and I'll never give in,
I'll find my wings, and we'll be together, forever.

Now he kneels in bitter pain,
Looking for her light again,
And how he wants to hold her close,
but never knowing, chasing ghosts.

A shadow in the vague moon light,
I lost you twice in this cursed life,
my open heart is filled with pain,
I'll find you one day, once again.


I'll live again, and I'll never give in,
I'll find my wings, and we'll be together, forever.
I'll bring to life, all my dreams and visions,
I'm by your side, where ever you may be in this world.
Track Name: Streets Of Philadelphia
I was bruised and battered, I couldn't tell what I felt.
I was unrecognizable to myself.
I saw my reflection in a window, I didn't know my own face.
Oh brother are you gonna leave me wastin' away
On the Streets of Philadelphia.

I walked the avenue, 'til my legs felt like stone,
I heard the voices of friends vanished and gone,
At night I could hear the blood in my veins,
jus as Black and whispering as the rain,
On the Streets of Philadelphia.

Ain't no angel gonna greet me.
It's just you and I my friend.
My clothes don't fit me no more,
thousand miles
Just to slip this skin.

The night has fallen, I'm lyin' awake,
I can feel myself fading away,
So receive me brother with your faithless kiss,
Or will we leave each other alone like this
On the Streets of Philadelphia
Track Name: Close To Me
"Close To Me"

I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought that this day would end
I never thought tonight could ever be
This close to me

Just try to see in the dark
Just try to make it work
To feel the fear before you're here
I make the shapes come much too close
I pull my eyes out
Hold my breath
And wait until I shake

But if I had your faith
Then I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
That my head on the door was a dream

I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought that this day would end
I never thought tonight could ever be
This close to me

But if I had your face
I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
That my head on the door
Was a dream
Track Name: The End
I can't escape this Tortured world,
My mind is trapped, my soul is held,
The darkness floods my every thought,
Infecting my heart; life distorts,
No hope for vengence, or revenge,
Taking every day as it ends,
Just surfing time until that day,
When dreams and fantasy's decay,

A vague image of paradise,
Broken reality disguised,
and hopes and promises that die,
as fire pours down from the sky,
Lets stand together and unite,
For our freedom we have to fight,
But will we ever live again,
control your fate, until the end.

Stand on the edge of the earth,
Lets watch this world go up in flames,
Enjoy your final moments,
Our lives will never be the same.

Let go of hope and despair,
Our world is vanishing today,
So take my hand and hold on tight,
together forever, on the final night.

Take a look at this fired Earth,
It was damned to death from it's birth,
And we have to disguise our hate,
Just to survive in dead this place,
Just look around at all this pain,
It's our tears that express our shame,
Human sorrow defines our lives,
Love and hate walk on narrow lines,

I want to save your mortal soul,
But from this world you wont let go,
Just wave good bye to all you know,
Embrace the truth, and take control,
The time is coming, dont be late,
So live you lives, there's no escape,
I'll be beside you don't be scared,
Here comes the sun and we're prepared.

Stand on the edge of the earth,
Lets watch this world go up in flames,
Enjoy your Final moments,
Our lives will never be the same.

Let go of hope and despair,
Our world is vanishing today,
So take my hand and hold on tight,
together forever, on the final night.

Stand on the edge,
Lets watch this world,
Our lives will end,
So take my hand.
Track Name: Too Close
Locked inside a cell of death, the pain that rushes over me,
Engaged by sorrow and regret, I have a faith that's pure.

Not forgetting what it means to dream, indulging everything,
Entertaining thoughts that I've the strength, of those I yearn to be,
Crying out to God for all my sins, reckless thoughts survive,
Please don't send me down to meet my fate, these tears of blood I cry.

And what will happen? Will I dream? I am too scared to close my eyes,
for a second please hold me,
And now the end has finally come I am afraid,
But I don't know what happens now, I am too scared to close my eyes.
Track Name: Ashes To Ashes
Do you remember a guy that's been
In such an early song
I've heard a rumour from Ground Control
Oh no, don't say it's true

They got a message from the Action Man
"I'm happy. Hope you're happy, too.
I've loved. All I've needed: love.
Sordid details following."

The shrieking of nothing is killing me
Just pictures of Jap girls in synthesis
And I ain't got no money and I ain't got no hair
But I'm hoping to kick but the planet is glowing

[Chorus:]
Ashes to ashes, funk to funky
We know Major Tom's a junkie
Strung out in heaven's high
Hitting an all-time low

Time and again I tell myself
I'll stay clean tonight
But the little green wheels are following me
Oh, no, not again

I'm stuck with a valuable friend
"I'm happy. Hope you're happy, too."
One flash of light
But no smoking pistol

I never done good things
I never done bad things
I never did anything out of the blue,
Want an axe to break the ice
Wanna come down right now

[Chorus]

[4x]
My mama said, "To get things done
You'd better not mess with Major Tom."
Track Name: Fallen Soul
We wait to feel the sun light on our skin,
The fear of time and promises, are broken,
away from hope and fallen dreams, is this real?
our time within reality, forsaken,
and is this real, we're fallen any way, but is this real, 'coz we're just falling,

The clouds seem clear and whispering, in the night sky,
we're drifting in the sea lies, can you see us?
the hurt that burns into our wings, set our soul free,
but pain and hate run through our viens, with the lost trust,
and is this real, we're fallen any way, but is this real, 'coz we're just falling,
Track Name: Too Close (Morning Star Cover)
Locked inside a cell of death,
The pain that rushes over me,
Engaged by sorrow and regret,
I have a faith that's pure.

Not forgetting what it means to dream, indulging everything,
Entertaining thought's that i've the strength, of those I yearn to be,
Crying out to God for all my sins, reckless thoughts survive,
Please don't send me down to meet my fate, these tears of blood I cry.

...And what will happen? Will I sleep?
I am too scared to close my eyes,
For a second please hold me,
And now the end has finally come, I am afraid,
But I don't know what happens now,
I am too scared to close my eyes...